MY INSECURITY

I SOMETIME DOUBT IN MY ABILITY
CROUCHING FEAR N PAIN IS MY REALITY
I AVOID MYSELF ASKING THE ANSWER
QUESTIONS SEEMS LIKE A HUGE MONSTER

ALONE I FEEL LEFT APART
SITTING ALONE TRY TO CONSOLE MY HEART
HIDDEN FEARS ARE INSIDE MY WALL
BP RAISES HIGH, NO I DON WANT TO FALL
I KNOW FOR NOW WITHOUT DOUBT
IS D FEAR OF WITHDRAWL IN D CROWD
IS DERE ANY DOCTOR I SHUD CONSULT
WANT TO SORT IT OUT WITHOUT KNOWING D RESULT

BARBED WIRES SCARRING MY FACE
DESPITE D CURSE TRYIN TO WIN THE RACE
SLOWLY TREADING INTO D DARK STREET
WALKING WITHOUT SHOES ON MY FEET
PRAYING FOR DIS NIGHTMARE TO GET END
WANT TO WAKE UP WID SONGS IN MY HAND

LISTEN MY HEARTBEATS WITH CURIOSITY
FIND MYSELF ALONE IN EVERY CITY
IN LIFE I FEEL NO VISION LEFT
JUST PADDLING THE CYCLE TO AVOID THE CLEFT
I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE IN MEETING D STRANGERS
SHYNESS N CONFIDENCE HOLDS BACK IN CLOISURES

WHEN I CALL MY NAME
I REALIZE ITS JUST FOR FAME
WHEN I TALK TO MYSELF IN MY EAR
I ALWAYS ASPIRE TO BE THERE
WHEN I SAY I AM WRONG
MAY BE ITS RIGHT OR M SINGIN A SONG
WHEN I TRY TO TALK
MY MINDS STOPS WITH A HUGE LOCK
I SEE NUMBER PLATE OF D CARS
ASSOCIATE ITSELF WID MY STARS
EVEN DONT KNOW YOU EXISTS ON NOT
SIMPLY SEARCHING IT AHEAD ON MY PLOT

MAY BE THINGS ARE STILL UNDONE
FIGHTING MYSELF TO GET SOME FUN
THOUGH MAY HAVE CHANGED D LOOKS
MIRROR STILL REFLECTS PAST BOOKS
STILL I INNOCENTLY MAKE MISTAKES
HOPE ONE DAY WILL PUT ON BRAKES

WILL FOR SURE CLIMB THIS MOUNTAIN OF INSECURITY
DAT DAY ALL HER APPOINTMENTS WILL BE MINE,
HOLDING MY PAST WHILE LEVERAGING MATURITY

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