Sunday, January 24, 2010

FAREWELL & B-DAY SURPRISE FOR A FRIEND


DO I HAVE TO SAY THE WORDS
SO FAR SO GOOD
BUT I KNOW
THIS IS MY DECEMBER
SWIRLING SNOWFALL IN MY SCOURGED DESERT
AND I JUST WISHED I DIDN'T FEEL
LIKE THERE WAS SOMETHING I MISSED


I WANNA RUN AWAY, AWAY, NEVER SAY GOODBYE
DON WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH
INSTEAD OF WONDERING WHY?
WHY PEOPLE CUM INTO OUR LIVES..


IT'S TRUE THE WAY I KIND OF FEEL
WAS PROMISED BY YOUR FACE
WHETHER ON THE TERRACE OR WEN IN DISGRACE
PAINTED ON MY MEMORIES
EVEN IF U'RE NOT WITH ME..


WHY IS EVERYTHING SO CONFUSING
MAYBE M OUT OF MY MIND
SANTA CAN U HEAR ME..
I'VE BEEN SO GOOD DIS YEAR
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS
IS TOUCH OF A HAND..


WHY SHOULD I BE SAD?..GOD KNOWS
GOODBYE, I'LL FORGET UR CARING NATURE
GOODBYE, I'LL LEARN TO SHOP MYSELF
GOODBYE, BUT I'LL NEVER TRY BEER AGAIN
OKAY..M TIRED OF SINGIN SONGS
OKAY...I'LL MISS YOU
UR SMILE, UR EYES..
N THOSE SILLY THINGS U USED TO DO


BUT I'LL REMEMBER THE SIMPLE THINGS
I'LL REMEMBER TILL I CRY
BUT THE ONE THING I WISH I'D FORGET
THE MEMORY I WANNA FORGET..............

BETTERMAN






DONT KNOW WHERE I M DROWNIN'

LOOSIN MY WAY FINDING LOST VIOLIN

MY MIND IS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL
WID WRONG DECISIONS PAYING HUGE TOLL
TRYING TO FIND SOMEWHERE TO LAND

DESPERATELY SEARCHING FOR MY END



I FIND SILENCE IN MY LOST REASONS

ENTANGLED IN WIRES WHISPERIN' INHIBITIONS
REMEMBERING PRAYERS FOR THE DEAD
CONFUSION WID D WORDS IN MY HEAD

SHACKLES SHATTERING MY STANCE
IN DIS JOURNEY, STILL HOPING FOR MY CHANCE



SHE SAYS M NOT A GOOD DANCER
SHE SAYS I AIN'T ENOUGH FOR HER

BUT BEFORE THIS FAREWELL
I WANNA MAKE IT CLEAR

ONE DAY UR EYES WUD BE FULL OF TEARS


I'LL PAINT A SUN TO WARM MY HEART,
KNOWING THAT WE'LL NEVER PART

I'LL PAINT THE STARS IN THE EVENING SKY,
TO DRAW THE LIGHT INTO YOUR EYES

I'LL SKETCH UR LIPS IN SHADED TONES,
DRAW YOUR MOUTH TO MY OWN

I'LL PAINT MY MOOD IN A SHADOW OF BLUE,
PAINT MY SOUL TO BE WID YOU


WHY IT ALWAYS HAPPENS AGAINST MY WISH

LISTEN MASTER I WILL NOT SURRENDER

WILL FIGHT FOR D ANSWERS ON MY LIPS

SOON FRAGRANCE OF SUCCESS WILL RAIN
TILL THEN LET ME ENJOY DIS PAIN
LORD I'M DOING ALL I CAN

TO BE A BETTERMAN...............................